Pink Serpent
There’s a hole in my heart the size of your love
Try to keep it below but it’s rising above
And it’s spreading and snaking its way through enough
That I’m sitting here saying this stuff is too much
And I’m wishing and praying that you’d disappear
Wanna be left alone, but I look, you’re still here
And the unknown you know, is my life’s biggest fear
You have moved on along but I’m still facing years
I am sorry for all of the time I was stuck
For the moments I used you, that you were my crutch
That the hardest I gave was not given enough
That my most was your least, and was treated as such
And the hope that I clutch just keeps slipping away
And I fight and I fight it, to keep it at bay
But my solid foundation is starting to sway
Order turned into chaos, from sane to dismay
Though I try to deny the display on my face
There’s no masking reaction to flavor I taste
What we had quickly over, disposed of with haste
Left me hating the ways that my faith was a waste
In this place I’ve been taken, I’m all on my own
Lost in so large a world with no place to call home
You can reach, but at this point, I’ll just be alone
For protection I’m letting this heart turn to stone
